Perioding. My sisters getting married in less than two months. And im working about 70 hours this week, mostly staring at a spreadsheet.
But also this weekend I found out two things: that I mean a lot more to someone than I ever even thought. And that i mean a lot less to someone else than I wanted to believe. So yay for realizing that, and the annoyance of coming to terms with that had resulted in listening to allison weiss and the wonder years and she and him non stop (so I can be sad but be angry at the same time), eating carbs (STOP THIS ALISON), and trying to break the habit of depending on those that dont care. Its not getting easier yet but good thing I have that spreadsheet to distract me.